You know what really pisses me off? The fact that on MY birthday 2 years ago, I had to go through one of the worst experiences ever. But you give her the best ever. It really boils my blood.
I need time to myself. I feel like I’m drowning again. Like everything is piling up on me at once and I can’t handle it. If I try I’ll break and have more panic attacks and I won’t do that to myself. I think I’m going to cut off all communication with every except the people who need to know where I am for safety reasons. I think I’m going to go to a movie alone, and maybe go shopping alone, go to dinner alone, go for a run, go for a bike ride, walk my dog just anything I want to do……but alone. I’m sophicating with all of this and all these people and all the shit that is life and I need to just BE.
I have no words for how much I love this man. He is my everything, besides my sister. He knows how to put up with my mood swings, and my bitchiness. He knows how to calm me down (and fire me up more) but all in all, he’s the best thing to ever happen to me. He’s my baby. He’s on my side about everything, and he sticks up for me when he needs to. I’m done being a dormat to people. I’m done being made to feel like I’m in the wrong when I’m not. I’m done being pushed away and to the side. I am making BIG changed with my birthday coming up. I will be cutting people off 100%. I will be deleting, blocking, and disconnecting from people who just bring me down. I don’t need them. I know my relationship will last. I know we are getting married in 2 years. I know where my life is headed, and its not stuck in some dead end job. And it’s not with a relationship that isn’t going anywhere. I’m not reliant on him. I do not NEED him to live and I do not plan my future around him, I plan for me. I’m just lucky to have someone who wants what I want. You know, like a marriage and kids and to live in the north and to have the life we’ve talked about. I’m done with people who treat me as a last resort. He puts me first, except for his school. He backs me up, he does everything. And I’m just glad, that when I make these changes, and when I cut the ties to these people who have been a part of my life for years, I’ll have him. It won’t be the easiest thing I’ll ever do, but I sure as hell don’t need someone in my life who could give two fucks about me. I sure as hell don’t need people who never talk to me, unless they need/want something. And I sure as hell don’t need fake. I’ll be cutting a LOT of people who just bring me down. But it doesn’t matter. I have my best friend, my dog, my sister, and him. And that’s all that I need. I have the people who care about me in my life and I don’t have room or energy for anyone who does’t want to be there. So peace to those people, and hello to a happier Kasey. I think I’ll be much better off.
Dogs are the best
I’m sick of people seeking other peoples approval. And I’m sick of people playing the “I don’t care” card, when really…you do. Because if you didn’t you wouldn’t talk about it. You wouldn’t complain about it, You wouldn’t spend so much energy and time being mad over it.
I do not care in the slightest whether or not someone likes me or my life choices except for the following people.
- My Boyfriend.
- His parents.
- My sister.
- The admissions office at Longwood.
Everyone else can suck my big toe. And unlike other people in my life, I can stand by that. I’m just sick of hearing “I don’t care” when…yes you do. I can’t tell you how many people I hear that from. At work, school, in my personal life. So many people spend so much time caring, when in reality why the hell does their opinion matter? I may not have the best self image and I may be self destructive, but I’ll be damned if I let someone else make me feel that way. Only I can make myself feel that way, and it’s because I want better for myself. I could give two shits what you think. Your opinions do not matter.
And just to be clear, no. Nobody has said anything to me to make me rant, I have just seen/heard too many people complain about what other people think. As someone who use to care about that a lot, I can tell you it’s not worth the time or energy. Be you and screw those who don’t approve.
accurate representation ofshowing your friend something you enjoy but they dont
Prince George is the spitting image of Princess Diana as a baby.
GONNA DIG SO MANY HOLES
AND PLAY IN THE WATER
My God some people are so pathetic. Don’t give me that stupid sap story shit when you chose to live the way you do.
GUESS WHO CAME BACK FROM THE DOCTOR CANCER FREE TODAY :))))))
this picture should have more then the amounts of notes it has, this shows us that not ever thing is “picture perfect” and that behind that smile and those eyes there is fear . So i beg you to please reblog this instead of a pair of shoes, someone smoking a blunt, and clothes … because this picture is literally worth 1,000 words
This is insanely powerful.
As someone who grew up in an abusive household, I will never fucking fail to reblog this. People pull bullshit all the time over people getting abused. They make it to where it’s covered up, the victim’s fault, or they don’t care about it. This is happening RIGHT NOW and could be happening to your own neighbor, mother, sister, brother, grandparents, teachers, mail-deliverer. Anyone. IT is a nightmare.